please read this words , cause they'll be the last i'll write.

I spet too much time thinking of you. i believed in fantasies , i believed in love. but now ? now i only believe in hate , fear , lies , death. i love you , i do. but it's over. i'm done. i'm sick of being the fourth choise. FOURTH ! i thought it was for real ! i dreamed with you ! i was suck fool ! now , you can laught , go ahead ! LAUGHT ! say thouse words you said again ! SAY IT ! i'm over this story , i'm done. sick of being used. sick of knowing that there are people laughing at my face. LIES , LIES ! lies that you said to me.

i'm over. this story is over. you can stop laughing.