One day, i walked out of my house and i had no place to go so i went to the place where you said you loved me.

Where the ocean was beautiful, where the breeze was fresh and the sun warmed our hearts.

There was where i was when you broke up with me.

 That is the place where my tears are hittin.

There is where forever feels like home.

alone we cry.

RAIN

the rain, aww the lonely rain. she falls, and falls. does she have company ? did she found the love of her life ? or will she wander this streets forever ? she wets our hairs, hands, clothes... she makes our tears disappear, and she dries our hearts. she can make romantic moments for cute couples. she can pass anything. she enters our houses, she wets our foots, and our shoes. but can she touch a mans heart ? have you ever imagined her pain when she gets stuck on windows, watching us cry in our rooms ? everyone thinks that she is just water, i dont think that way. she comes from heaven, she is friend of the stars, and she comes to the ground, so she can say this to us: even if you are on the highest point of happiness, you fall everytime, you touch the ground in every false laught, you destroy yourself more in every smile. be trully happy.

LOVE LOST

Cut your hands, your fists, your foots.

But save your heart for me,

so i can cure it, so i can undo the shit i did,

the shit we've been through,

so we can find our lost love once again,

and be happy like we were.

We were alive, now we are dead.

We cry alone at night, thinking we've lost each other.

If we want it enough, we can cry together.

Laught once again.

a twist in my story.

please read this words , cause they'll be the last i'll write.

I spet too much time thinking of you. i believed in fantasies , i believed in love. but now ? now i only believe in hate , fear , lies , death. i love you , i do. but it's over. i'm done. i'm sick of being the fourth choise. FOURTH ! i thought it was for real ! i dreamed with you ! i was suck fool ! now , you can laught , go ahead ! LAUGHT ! say thouse words you said again ! SAY IT ! i'm over this story , i'm done. sick of being used. sick of knowing that there are people laughing at my face. LIES , LIES ! lies that you said to me.

i'm over. this story is over. you can stop laughing.

A monster

Outside this walls you are the perfect man. Sweet , kind , generous... Everyone thinks the best. But only i know the monster that lives here. Only i know how diferent you are. No one knows , no one believes , no one cares. Feel my pain trespassing your eyes , your heart. Can you feel it ? I know you can , you just dont care. I lost all hope. I tried to run away from this monster , but he's stronger than me. Please come save me , cause i think i wont survive.

This words I write

It's night again. This is the time when i start remembering our last kiss and imagining our next. Everything is so beautiful , but then , i remember that you dont love me. It gets worse when i remember that you never did... It hurts. Truth hurts. I can say that i dont care about you , but deep inside , i know i do. And it hurts even more. If you ever read this words , i know you wont understand , but i want you to know that i may love you , but i'll never say that to you again. Ever. I promise.

A cada minuto que passa sinto que o nosso amor desaparece. Como se fosse levado pelo vento... Acho que ja desapareceu ha muito tempo , apenas nao quis acreditar. Tentei procurar nos perdidos e achados. Disseram-me que nao estava lá... Tentei subir ao céu , mas nao me deixaram entrar... Foi aí que descobri o paradeiro do nosso amor. Procurei no fundo da minha cabeça , e la estava. Descobri que o nosso amor é apenas uma memoria. Algo que nunca vou esquecer , mas que tambem nunca vou ter de volta.

Death.

Death took you away.
She didn't cared about me,
Or you,
She just took you.


Some day,
I'll find you.
And then,
I'll be happy.


You're gone,
You're not in my life anymore.
But i can still see you,
Feel you.


Your kiss was like an angel touch,
An angel to whom life was stolen,
To whom life was taken by death.


When she took you,
It was like she had taken me.
My life is being wasted because
Of many memories.


Memories that i cant erase
And are always comming up,
Driving me crazy.


I did some shit because of it,
But i'm not sorry,
I was just scared,
Lost.


People said "please dont".
And what about me ?
I said "please dont" too
And death took her anyway.